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∞  February 01, 2012 at 06:14am
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Scattered thoughts

  • Woke up with a bad feeling in my gut. I hate feeling uneasy. Trust issues and insecurities at its finest. Looks like another front today.
  • My mom told me I had a dentist appointment instead of a doctor’s appointment so I wouldn’t make an excuse up not to go. More medication, more blood taken, more x-rays… I sincerely hate this.
  • Cypress Winter Formal this Saturday, one month next Saturday, and Sadie’s in three weeks. I’m excited for this month :3
  • I wish I didn’t have to front so much in front of everyone. But it’s hard not to. I don’t need help. Just maybe held. 
  • Another 3 miles today sounds great.
  • It’s not the way you look that brings me to my knees, it’s the way you look at me. <3

#February 1 2012  #Stare At You by NKOTB  
∞  February 01, 2012 at 06:09am

You make me want to believe in my own self-value and self-worth, in that there’s something amazing and possibly even beautiful compared to what I see in myself. That’s all I could ever ask for from anyone. And though I hope and pray that I’m capable of reciprocating that feeling, my words mean nothing unless I act upon it. And that’s what I intend to do.

I’m already content with how I am, how I look, in the way I carry myself and in all that I do, but to have someone see much more potential in me, to have someone look at me the way you do… it’s one of the most incredible feelings. If only it were easier to believe.

Allow me time to see for myself that the mistakes in my past do not define who I am. Allow me time to heal my wounds, to feel confident rather than hesitate to believe you, to merely trust again. Yes, I trust you, but I need to learn how to trust myself with you.

You do you, and I’ll do me. We will, be us, together.

#personal  #RMDR  
∞  January 31, 2012 at 06:13am
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#RMDR  
∞  January 31, 2012 at 06:00am
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Scattered thoughts

  • Last semester of my high school career… that shit is cray.
  • New diet plan with my mommy includes nothing but organic food in the kitchen. Yay for losing weight with my mom before Hawaii, LOL. I love my mom <3
  • Running has been a great way to get away from the world. New daily grind.
  • I hate these medications… I’m not even close to being done with them. I hate always having stomachaches or headaches or feeling like I need to throw up. SO DONE.
  • When things fall into place, when you feel needed, when you feel appreciated… little things like that can really go a long way.
  • Winter Formal this Saturday, Hawaii in six weeks, Graduation in a little over four months, a debut in November, and everything in between. I’m excited! :)
  • Trying not to front too much, but it’s hard when it feels like nothing can get better and absolutely no one gets it. I hate this feeling. 
  • You… and, quite frankly, just everything about you. <3

#January 30 2012  
∞  January 30, 2012 at 09:02pm
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Anonymous asked: ten turn ons and offs?

  • Classy–Respectful in language and mannerisms; little things like that go a long way.
  • Confident
  • Sense of faith and direction–I don’t expect him to know exactly where he’s headed or have the strongest faith in God, but he has to have his own dreams, his own beliefs and own morals, and be strong in terms of where he stands.
  • Independent
  • Can easily keep a conversation going
  • Sense of humor, yet knows when it’s time to be serious.
  • Family-oriented
  • Clean and simple–This applies more towards style and basic hygiene. But a guy who doesn’t smoke, that’d be a definite, definite plus.
  • Outspoken–I don’t like guys who just feed off of everyone else’s opinions. He has to have his own views and be confident in them.
  • Well-dressed–I like simple, but I also like when guys know how to dress for the occasion. Dress shirt, skinny jeans, nice kicks every once in a while, that would be nice.

These are just some basic things. Everything else is really just a plus. And, well, whatever the opposite of these ten are… those are turn-off’s. Lol :)

∞  January 30, 2012 at 07:33pm
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laayuhmelani asked: PSSHAAH. Not even! You and Raniel are pretty adorable! (:

Bahah, thanks! BUT NO SERIOUSLY, YOU GUYS ARE SO CUTE <333

∞  January 30, 2012 at 07:06pm
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Anonymous asked: how long have you and raniel been going out? seems like he makes you happy lol

He does make me happy <3 Heheh, it’s only been about three weeks. :)

∞  January 30, 2012 at 07:05pm

Anonymous asked: your new bf seems better than juan ahaha just sayin

Lol, thanks..? 

∞  January 30, 2012 at 07:05pm

Anonymous asked: do you ever miss juan?

Maybe as a friend, but I’m fine where I am. :)

∞  January 30, 2012 at 07:05pm

davidope asked: OMGAAAAH, you can drive stick. Cool. hah

Hahaha, SEE. IT IS NORMAL.

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∞  January 30, 2012 at 06:58pm
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Mhm…

∞  January 30, 2012 at 06:56pm
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#holding hands  #RMDR  #:)  
∞  January 30, 2012 at 06:00am
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How is it that, simulataneously, me and @w0rdtoyourmother post similar posts then minutes later, reblog each other’s posts?

We’re bros not ‘cause we think alike, but ‘cause we do the same shit at the same time and even go through the same shit. Been that way since day one.

Damn. This is still creepy. -_-

∞  January 29, 2012 at 10:31pm
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∞  January 29, 2012 at 10:29pm
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